here's something beautiful
now smash it to bits
save your little wheelchair empowerment films
save your swoons, I’m spoken for
it isn't pretty to think so
but I can't feign interest now

dreaming of the fistfight I never got into
thinking of the mean shit I wish I’d said to you
such a fancy lady, call her secretina
she didn't get all the good stuff
but she looked like you

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
everything you say to me is dumb,
(at least it's stupid)

twenty heavy hammers smashing down
here's a doorstep you can never darken
you complain about an overflowing cup.
don't forget that I’m the one who filled that fucker up

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
I remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
I think that I like you better when you just ignore me

so I sit and notice shadows growing
I think of how the clocks are slowing
hoping hope's eternal flowing springs will do their thing and save me from myself

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
I remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded
like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
you want ego? I will show you ego
I’m jealous now