Sorry to say, I'm a mistake
Know what I do and I do it anyway
When I smile this way, it's the same as pain
As if there was anything inside

But I see you all the time
And I wish that you were mine
But I know I'm not your kind
Don't give a damn 'cause here's my plan

I'll make you smile when my vein is slit
I'll make you laugh as my noose is slipped
I'll give you agony when I say
I'd give anything to have you

No, don't say that

Please, please, it's just my honesty
The one thing I've found
That's uglier than me
But it screams out loud
And it seems so proud to say

What you don't want to hear me say
But hey, I would bleed to death for you
Just so you would never bruise
And I know you would not do the same
For me, so what, so I

I'll make you smile when my vein is slit
I'll make you laugh as my noose is slipped
I'll give you agony when I say
I'd give anything to have you

No, don't say that
Please, take it back

You don't want me
It's plain to see
I try to change reality

You put a scar on my soul
You, who my love has turned cold
You, who told me to wait
You taught me a new type of hate 'cause

I know you lied
I've seen inside
And I despise
To look in your eyes

I'll get up and try it for another day
Knowing I will fail anyway