Warm flesh and oh-so smooth skin
Twins: a sun and moon
I could have been anything
Leading the armies of the free or building the great elaborate id

But one of them, I dared to love so long
Without defense, my eyes went white and blind
And now I know only two, two wretched sisters
Fucking lying sisters - woe and hate

The ghost of a carcass, chipped away
Its morsels red and wet
Losing warmth, it's all red and wet
Hacked, cleaved from my back - red and wet
This vest is made for me by stabbers of the knife

Thrusting, holding, touching, loving, caressing, loving
Cut bragging, stabbing, laughing at me - conceptual knives
Cold inside, fucking me, fucking my brain, staring at me
Thrusting slowly, pushing slowly, killing me - red and wet
Red, red blood - slowly

And one of them, I dared to love so long
Without defense, my eyes went white and blind, blind

To all this I spit and leer, cheering vague obscenities
In an empty room, on a dirty floor, writing pagan poetry
On my birthday card, another damn birthday card
Splinter, splinters
Writing holiday commentary