Is this how you thought it would all turn out? youth and hope become division and debt the crushing blow, promises punched full of holes but you must be so alone, I hope that you're ok I hope you're safe, I hope you're safe I have known for almost nine years but now it's closing down is it only relativity or is there more? Giving up, backing out there is so much space and all the while I'm waiting here concentric circles that grow with every passing day and I wish that I had movement or some fight some fight left in me I'm swallowed by surpise is it worth the price we paid for your relief? I have known for almost nine years but now it's closing down is it only relativity or is there more? I have known for almost nine years but now it's closing down is it only relative to you or is there more? Is this it? vows are small? no big ideas at all?