I did not mean to fail you now
got caught up in this quest for perfection
I won't fade into life's big background
while you get what I cant have
so please lay down and let me pass
I'm so afraid that this won't last
and I can't go on unnoticed
I reacted wrong to your good news
I'm sorry but your the one who failed me
so please lay down and let me pass
I'm so afraid that this won't last
and I can't go on unnoticed
close your eyes and don't look back
and I will try to forgive
take your hand and place it on me
don't you feel how hollow and how empty I am
I need this to fill me up
You took that
Don't take that away
I did not mean to fail you now
but you got exactly what I want and cannot have