I saw the gap again today,
While you were begging me to stay,
Take care not to make me enter,
If i do we both may disappear,
you know that I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me,
What is this but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?
But, you're pushing and shoving me,
You still love me, you pushit on me.

Rest your trigger on my finger,
Bang my head upon the fault line,
You'd better take care not to make me enter,
'Cause if I do, we both may disappear,
But, you're pushing and shoving me,
You still love me, you pushit on me
You're pushing and, shoving me,

I'm slipping back into the gap again,
I'm alive when you're touching me,
Alive when you're shoving me down,
But I'd trade it all
For just a little
Piece of mind.
Pushit on me
You're pushing,
and shoving,
and scrambling,
keep my feet flat on the ground.

I am somewhere I don't wanna be,
Push me somewhere I don't wanna be.
Put me somewhere I don't wanna be,
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see,
Never wanna see that place again.

Saw the gap again today,
While you were begging me to stay,
Managed to push myself away,
And you, as well my dear.

If, when I say I might fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way.

Pushing and shoving, and pushing me
There's no love in fear.
I'm staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.
Remember I will always love you,
As i claw your fucking throat away.
It will end no other way.