(Chorus x2:)
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold, forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm nobody that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me

(Monoxide:)

Now you can try to sedate me
Assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing you can do to me lately
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind
So I'm confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times
I wanna leave it all behind
So kindly you'da picked up the album and give it a try for once
And wanna tell your homies that "These motherfuckers'll die for us"
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggestin' that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the past
Of your green grass, up to my neck in situations
It's too fast to think about it, most people can't dream about
A hundred million miles in every single second
And everytime you hear this record
I want you to feel my on every sentence
Reminice from decendents of past trenches
Will embark on a journey that will stay alive forever
That's how it's layin over on MY side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequence

(chorus)

(Jamie Madrox:)

I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest muthafucka and shit, I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order, we're in therapy
Derranged, confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on the streets so what fuck I got to lose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me
You can put that on my REAL homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding hard love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hopin' to talk to the past, lord, I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess, indecisive and fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relied on my sanity, I threw it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today

(chorus)

(Monoxide:)

Can you keep a secret?
Well I'm afraid of the world because they want me to die
Can you believe it? Well I'm still alive and been floatin since 95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
That the problems just roll up in my back into a pile
Cause it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now
And I'm tired of always guessin', I'm messin' it up again
The next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in

(Jamie Madrox:)

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart cause I gave it away
No time for feelin' sorry, I'll greive another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me, and cover the ugly
Continue to haunt me, but now it's feeling low
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go

(chorus x4)